Jules, thanks for your honest personal (interim?) appraisal of your ED120 but its kind of - lets say unfortunate, that it feels "awkward". There is certain sense of inevitability regarding comments and given the benefit of time, hindsight and a maybe a nights sleep (for all!)it will indeed calm down! I think when I first came "back" into astronomy and started looking at equipment, I never had any inclination just how personal equipment choice is. I knew there was plenty of choice but somehow thought (naively) that with budget X there would be some kind of optimum equipment/eyepiece line up. That is clearly not how it is! What works for one person may not do it for another. I bought the 150P (f5) which should have suited me well, it didn't. A good scope, no faults, we just didn't get on, didn't gel. It will suit someone else quite nicely. Advice is given, with the best intentions, the ED120 as good as it reputedly is, is though like most scopes, a compromise. A compromise is almost by definition, a personal thing. You are clearly wanting the ED120 to work for you, you have invested a lot in it personally and lets hope the relationship with time works out. , so time will indeed tell whether its the right one. Come the autumn, maybe with a few good night thrown in (mmm!) you will have some idea. If I can be of any help for a look or a loan of gear the offer is there.